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Written by Mona Lam   
Wednesday, 09 May 2007

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A frustrated Tang
It was her insomnia that first alerted Bonnie Tang that something had gone wrong two years ago, when she was sitting for A-Levels exams. She spent nights tossing and turning in bed, frustrated at herself because she could not get her much-needed rest. “I was tired. But I kept falling into this semi-asleep state and woke up every three hours or so,” said the 21-year-old student. She consulted her family doctor, who told her that the insomnia might be stress-induced and was normal during exam period.

Things only got worse afterwards. Tang started finding it hard to concentrate on her studies, and she lost her motivation and interest in hobbies. She cried easily and seemed to take all of the sorrow in the world on her shoulders. Once she cried for an hour after watching a documentary on Sudanese child soldiers because she felt so sorry for them.

A friend of hers who studied Psychology noticed the unusual behavior and suggested that these might be symptoms of depression. This friend persuaded Tang to to seek professional help.

So Tang found herself in her doctor’s clinic once again. This time, the doctor referred her for consultation at Tuen Mun hospital, one of the 23 public hospitals under the Hospital Authority that offer psychiatric services in Hong Kong. Hospital staff told Tang that she would have to wait four months for an initial consultation.

“I thought I would have either gotten over what was bothering me or gotten much worse in four months,” said Tang, as she recounted her reaction to the long waiting list. She could not afford private treatment, which generally runs at least $1,000 per session.

By this point, Tang had not had a good night’s sleep for almost two weeks and she had fallen behind in her revision schedule. She was going through a grueling combination of confusion, frustration and sadness - caused by both her physical condition and her exam-induced anxiety. She was in desperate need of a solution to her problem.

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Anti-depressants gave Tang bad side-effects
Fortunately, she joined the Student Health Service which was compulsory for all secondary school students and was able to obtain a referral to the Department of Pediatrics and Adolescent Medicine at Tuen Mun Hospital. After waiting for a month, she had her initial consultation.

“Then I started seeing this psychiatrist that totally didn’t work,” said Tang, rolling her eyes. “I had a very low self-image at that time; and he tried to prod me into thinking positively by repeatedly telling me how useless I was to be bothered by my negative emotions. He really didn’t help much; in fact every time I left his room feeling more depressed.”

She had a session with the psychiatrist every six weeks; each lasted around 30 to 45 minutes. He also prescribed anti-depressants, which she threw away after taking them once because the side-effects were terrifying. She eventually stopped visiting the hospital because she was disappointed with the service.

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